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Why am i under this ? I feel so suffer when pain is here . I really hate my health to be sick like that i wish i could be well without taking medicine but cannot i need the medicine to over my pain , i relay myself again thinking one day i could be well but i m afraid so . I think nothing really matter  me now to keep ownself by myself to be stronger i really vow to be .. Anyways , i have long life i think cause when i nearly death i was saved like std 2 and std 5  . I trust this time also same but i have no confidence anymore ....god pls give me the stronger believe and confidence u have on everyone i beg u