ღ 105 my soul

Mind , soul and emotion i think have been combine up cause my mind ask me to be more like that time which i let him go but starting to my emotion been so sad and joy when recall about him . That show i still loved him but i try myself to let him go. In my mind now , the phrase is if he belong to me , he will be with me . If he is not that guy , i just had to let it go away from my soul , mind and feeling . I know that i must be strong like just being myself . To my friend who also so down , think of one word : if  god let u two together , then u will be if not u will never open ur soul toward other partner not that guy u ever loved . Ugly truth being girl , it quite hard to control human emotion if we try to be . But at least try to understand that soulmate with all ur heart and feelings u will never betray . Until now , i trying to let go off him , i really did it but i still loved him . If time can return , will i try to be with him even i know he will leave me . The answer is yes  but try not to be soft hearted when with him cause to let time to decide for us the best way to go  ..... GO girl if u really love that guy but try to understand the mean of love : if u love that guy but u cannot have him try to wish him to get a better perfect soulmate that  show how respectfully u are to love .Try at least to ask him out or start relationship as friend then change to good friend then be GF / BF  but u must be honest to them if u really love them .......=3