ღ 141 alvin n the chipmunks

The last day sleep over with mei is on sunday . Morning , we grab something to eat after that back to mei dad home and then here come mei god family and greet them to back kulim and langkawi.Then we go to gurney plaza and had movie with eddie, his fren and ph`ng pin . The movie we actually planned to watch is avatar or twilight the new moon saga . But the end we watch `Alvin and the chipmunks 2 ' . Know what before mei and ph`ng pin had flight until eddie and i walk around . "Actually quite afraid with both of them but they got common attitudies.". The movie is so cute and funny lol....=P !

ღ 140 my merry christmas with mei

I celebrated my christmas eve with my god mei at Bayu Emas. At there , i met with my mei`s god bro and family . Having briyani with some mutton and greenie . But mei and i got starving actually we called for delivery at MCD but they are out service for delivery . We walk  out again and she sudden think of toyata innova . Guess what i m driving to MCD and KFC without the owner permission . Sudden call from her mum , sound scary and guess what busybody guy whom working as driver but acting not the same as a driver .And the next day morning , i had our salad wraps and pure vanila cream to eat on the way up to Bayu Emas again for christmas and we having turkey rollers  . We back to her home , we sleeping until the next morning . What a sudden her dad and god family members is here . Went to Bayu Emas for steamboat . After that back mei father office , walk to kapitian cafe and had naan cheese .

ღ 139 around kangar

After staying extra days at kuantan with ana and kak murni , i`m helping out ana to move out from palm spring to medan . After staying at kl for a 3 days , i follow ana to kangar to help her out of her assignment . At kangar , i m staying at ana`s home and help her by cooking burger . But nice day with ana and linda . Ana`s mum driving us from kangar to permatang pauh in her viva. Nice wedding days and i head back to butterworth jetty by the help of ana `s mum . I took ferry in penang . My mum waiting me at there. Actually in my mind : I`m a dead meat , just joking !Cause making her to wait for me for so long time . She didn`t kill me and not blabbing also. I wanna go to times square lol but cannot lol..... 

ღ 138 out of assignment

Yeah...!! Hooray ! I m free from my assignment lol..... Cause before i went to Kuantan for wedding dinner , i used three days two night to create and shorten the words for the assignment. My hand killing me that day for 3 days . Anyways it`s good to finish my assignment before it`s too late to finish it and passed it up to our letcurer . Hehe !! I look like panda bear

ღ 137 it hurts

I come back from kuantan to kl . Now i at kl . I `m waiting for  group dicussion on this coming mon at college which just near where i stay =D ! Then i going to kuantan again for my clinical instructor daughters `s wedding at pekan on this coming sat with murni and ana  . Then plan to visit Kuantan Medical Centre, all the staff nurse at ward teruntum we know before going to Langkawi and Perlis then to Penang . Now, my hand is killing me . It hurts from the early morning until now . It hurts ...X-X

ღ 136 the last day of clinical posting

Yesterday is the last day of clinical posting in kuantan medical centre but now so miss the days and work at there espically all the staft i know that day . As usual , listen to report then do the observation and top up medicine things but around 9.30 am , in the group went to each ward to thanks the staft nurse for letting us help them . First, we start from Kak Nori then we went in to Physioteraphy to thank the staft inside there . After , we find Kak Nolehan the head of staft nurse in charge in Ward Teruntum . (Took pic with both of our Hospital Aid with the help of abang wan ) Then next to Kak Hafizatul , Kak Saadiah and Kak Mahmud , then we went to Ward Makmur to thanks the staft even we didn`t know them well compared to ward Teruntum . We went down to each of consulate clinics to thank the clerk for everything from one to the end . Then we went to A&E * but the staft at there quite busy * and customer service caunter . After that , we meet with Kak Uma who going back home from late nite duty sending patient in and took pic with her . We nearly wanna to cry out . Here they go to Daycare ward and  left lam , ana , murni and me with kak uma talking there . We went to Consulate clinic which located at the ground floor . We went to DayCare ward and took pic with the nurse there . Then we went inside the lab . After that , we went back to Ward Teruntum here we meet with Kak Intan at HDU taking care of one patient . Back to there , Kak Hafizatul and i hug and mostly wanna to cry . Here we went to 335 for last dicussion with our clinical instructor and took pic with them . After that , i wanna do observation but taken by the rest cause they wanna know the patient who attend to the ward . Head of sister and sisters having meeting so we left our token to them by passing to Kak Nolehan . I was crying out when left me and ana in ward makmur to take our bags so did she too  .

ღ 135 with honey sis

I came back from kuantan for holiday hari haji but i need to work double to replaced  the day before that but anyways for my freedom back penang . I missed  my honey sis the most among my friend . But anyways , we planned  to watch movie and redbox that time but the movie couldn`t made it . XD !! Like usual i morning asked my dad to sent  me to my honey sis home around 10 am then we went  out around 11 am after i finished make up and so was she !  We reached to gurney plaza after a heavy trafic jam at the road . My honey sis and i shared one oyster mee sua , cripsy XL chicken and seafood tempura at Taiwanese Shilin Shop at ground floor of gurney plaza =) !! Actually my mood was destroyed by my friend which cannot decided whether wanna go or not but my honey sis cooled me down . Then we walk walk from one shoe shop to another looking for shoes . XP !! After that , we decided to go early for the redbox session around 1 pm . Then here come aly and sally but alexis couldn`t make it . Honey sis ordered one jug of beer i just drink a bit but the rest she finished it cause i busy singing there .. =P ! Then , we went to G Hotel to take pic at the swimming pool aside . Here come angela and emily who missed the redbox session . Then we went to MCD for drinks , fried fries and ice cream  >< !After that , aly and sally went back home with aly dad car . Left angela , emily , honey sis and me at there but for both of us just 1 hour left to go to Tao Cuisine at E-Gate . At there , honey sis and me ordered a lot of japanese food .. yummy !! * Reminder - Don`t order Green Tea Ice cream !! XP!! My parents sent my honey sis back to her home and then i returned back to my home ...... So happy that day but also anger lol.....XP

ღ 134 pissed out

I m pissed out on that day when i still in kuantan for training .. I cannot stand of the girl who just stay with me in the one house for just 6 weeks luckly me i faster run away form living in the puteri apartement ...She said ppl wanna to be busybody to her thing god larl... that is ur bf in the sabah which everyday call and ask for help lol.... what kind of slut they are ...?? who wanna to be the busybody i rather watch the live  show more than be the busybody as reporter ...she think everything that is wrong cause we are the one who made it but the truth is u lied and the one is the wrong is u not us .... she crazy one  she not need to sleep like around 12.56 am she started to woke up and turned on the light and started to shout at us ... what u think u are the princesses of malaysian  .... xxx ...what kind of people like that and when we are not around , she started to complain in front of our clinical instrustor .what kind of girl is that ???

ღ 133 my 18th sweet birthday

Now i still in kuantan but that is great new to know that my friend most of them did remember my birthday not matter how far we are .. Thanks !! Now my college friend : Kak Intan and Aziera now cooking for dinner or party lol... just brought a cake : guess what is chocolate mousse lol.... Then waiting for the rest to finish their noon duty at kuantan medical centre until 9 pm and we celebrated together ... that great .... Hehe.. today whole day got msg in and out like happy bday ...!! thanks for everything ..  Tonight is my sweet 18th birthday ...!! XD xoxo ~~

ღ 132 2012

Hehe...yesterday nite go to megamall to buy movie ticket guess what is 2012 !! Man ,i waiting for this show so long until the 12 nov it started but it quite full until midnite so i go to megamall yesterday nite to buy 12 pm ticket for 4 seat . It was amazing movie same like the end of the world . 2012 so nice ...My advice get ur ticket to the cinema now before it finished selling . Today i m so angry over someone in my hostel . We take cab to megamall to watch movie . Then go there one guy sit on my seat that make ppl quite angry lol.... After that , we walk to East Coast Mall which nearby there by walking . At there , we wondering around and looking here and there for cosmetics. Then we decided to have lunch know what we have our lunch in the johnny restaurant which cost 4 of us alot . Ishhh.... the roomate we have in they didn`t paid yet left me and charlene paid for them .. Nothing is free in the world .... That make me angry lol...!! XD

ღ 131 the training

Yeep ! I bought my ticket back to penang and in  this 2 weeks here is so fun lol expect full with tired ( leg ) cause the shoes . Normal job for everyday : listen report , bed making , serving diet , observation or top up the medication list and send samples to lab . Today is a bit different for me cause today i was doing sponge bath or bed bathing for patient . Really cannot stand  of the urine smell but what to do that is reality job of being a professional nurse . Today , my leg so tired ...i just take a nap on farhana leg . cannot stand of sleepy lol early in morning wake up , wait for turn to bath , sometime iron clothes then grab bread then off to hospital and start the daily job . That is training and also life for me to be the future nurse lol...... I love the job but i hate too tired of my leg pain...

ღ 130 sunday ( 8 November 09)

On 8 Nov , we plan again to go to Cempedak Beach but not in groups . Lam with her kenny went together to Megamall but ana and i went to watch Pisau Cukur together * in the cinema we laugh ** but lam and her bf watch Poker King . After that ana decided not to go Cempedak Beach cause she wanna accompany si mutiara at there . I was the photography for lam and her bf . Really the beach is beautiful and the beautiful stays in my heart. Just back from there and dinner now writting about the outing today ... XP !!

ღ 129 cempedak beach

Today is the break day for us cause there is not duty at kmc . So we decided to go to Cempedak Beach in group of our home member which living together for 7 weeks at there . Ayu , Sue , Aziera , Intan , Wanny , Murni , Ana and me went there without lam and june cause one don`t wanna to go cause she tired and another accompany her . So anyways that was nice place for outing days .

ღ 128 jennifer body

After having evening duty at kuantan medical centre on  yesterday ,even we  tired but we still going out to berjaya megamall even my leg hurt a lot cause a lot of walking at hospital  . Around 8 pm , we get ready and go  to berjaya megamall for movies  with our roomate but we watched different movies . They watched the Pisau Cukur with their boys and we watched Jennifer`s Body . Before having movies , we having our dinner at KFC in groups and then we separate into two groups . Around 12 am , the movie just ended and so theirs do . The driver of van took us to work fetched us back to our hostel  but back home straight changing clothes and lying in the bed and into the dream world. Jennifer`s Body is so nice and the lead of actresses is Megan Fox who act Jennifer which possesed by evil spirit after she separate her way from her best friend Needy which she followed the Low Shoulders band to the Devil Kettle Cave . She back from death , she started to attack the guy in the college with her looks . The movie is very nice .. Must see it XD

ღ 127 the third day in kmc

The clinical went well but still didn`t got cross yet for anything . Now need to do note and time of duty what we do a daily in the hospital ward . It quite feel nice but leg pain cause keep walking non stop . Today also learn a lot of something . Just finish bath and do laundry , i hope my laundry faster dry cause tomorrow i need to wear them .. damn one cause the afternoon my uniform drop off and get dirty then i need to wash again and let it dry .

ღ 126 the start of clinical training

Today morning around 5 am , i wake up then wait for turn to bath and wear my uniform faster go down and grab a piece of bread with tuna sardin . When done , wait outside of house the van arrive then pick us up to Kuantan Medical Centre and then order mee goreng at the nearest mamak shop . The food arrived and placed into staft room and we started our posting . Take attendance first then blood pressure and bed making for the patient from room to room until finish . Then , eat mee  goreng at staft room and take off the shoes before in . After finish having breakfast then start hand washing and observation . Around 12 pm , kind of out of work to do so in group we sit at the corner there at the end . Around 2 pm , we called to go to room 329 then have our dicussion and start to know our clinical instrustor .. (they quite nice and ok but sometime fierce a bit but also it is for our good benefit)

ღ 125 journey to kuantan

Know what ? That fri nite around 12 am started move to kuantan and terengganu . Around 7 am , reach at Terengganu and around 9 am , pak halim drop them at their hostel which near to hospital then we went to Pasar Kedai Payang at  Terengganu and check it out and they bought a lot of things like lekor , rambutan , tudung and kraftangan . Then around 11 am , start the journey to Kuantan and 1 pm . passed the Bandar Cukai and Intan wilayah . Around 3 pm , reach at kuantan and go to Taman Sekilau where i now stay for 6 weeks here .  I sms until i fall asleep .. i was too tired and sleepy .Funny lol know why cause actually direct to kuantan from kl just only 3 hour but we used 12 hours only reach kuantan ..

ღ 124 i m touched

Dude , i m so touched with what dex said lol .. that he will never forget me but i know as friend lol...he kind nice and sweet instead of his big bro who claiming that he afraid of me in one camp for how many year i still remember clearly what he mean... Thanks dex ! I m touched by u ..

ღ 123 27 october

Today , i wake up around 7 something then i didn` take bath cause too cold for a shower then just refresh face and change clothes to uniform . After that , wait for van meanwhile the van passing by but didn`t stop ask to wait for another turn . Reach college and go to bakery to buy buns then go to level 4 to ask Pn Habibah to sign my log book cause that time i forget to pass up to her . Buy the stuft to cover the log book then faster put on her table . Go to Giant with evelyn buy a few things needed to use at Kuantan . Back to college again and ask what time the log book can taken . Back to dorm . Packing up , bath and done my laundry . I cook porridge to eat for lunch with simple lettuce and spicy tofu . Waiting around 3 pm , walk to college with evelyn to take log book and she buy things . Back to dorm around 4 pm , finish packing and put the bags down to living room . Around 5 pm , Mr Amin call and said " this fri nite , only go to kuantan not tonight cause no transport and i ald call ur clinical instructor there to delay 2 days , don`t worry ! " . Bath again . Now blogging , twitter and facebook .

ღ 122 shock

Oh God , i get my nerves up cause i got shock lol . Just now , yu lin sms me about tomorrow going to kuantan . I last min only know so now i going to start pack my things in the bags . Then get ready to college tomorrow in morning and then later get ready to kuantan soon . Now i just recall , i forget to pass up the log book to let Pn Habibah to sign ...Damn tomorrow i must be get scolded and get her sign is the important things . So goodnight

ღ 121 25 oct

Yesterday , i back to kl again from my hometown penang . Around 2 pm , reach puduraya station then went to take cab back to dorm which cost me RM 15 . Then back , put bags down and straight went to washroom then here come back izati then evelyn . So tired lol yesterday

ღ 120 24 Oct

Thanks girl ! I guess i got nice day after that part . Around 2 pm , i reach at Gurney meanwhile waiting for angie but her sis went out to find vacany then she need to wait her mum to back to home around 3.15 pm i guess . I know emily and elspeth is going out . Before that , i alone went to Popular to look for something that can attract me but fail to find one .I was boring while waiting for angie then i joined with emily and elspeth who together with her brothers and friend . I met with Jie Ying , my tuition friend . Then we went to Mega first , angie is coming soon . After that , i went out to find her or stop her from going to mega . I met with heeral and simran .. so long didn`t see them in ages . Here come angie , then we together went to washroom and both of us went to Breeks . Then we walk around the store ...the shinny shoe ! Meanwhile , i was asking for the price of the eyeliner from M.A.C / Benefit / Sasa and Shue Mura . Then we went to Popular , she could not make her decision to buy which dictionary . Then we went to MCD . After we went home . Meanwhile , i went to Tari Cafe with my parent . Oh God , whole day i was coughing .Later in night , i together with my father went to see doctor .

ღ119

Why am i under this ? I feel so suffer when pain is here . I really hate my health to be sick like that i wish i could be well without taking medicine but cannot i need the medicine to over my pain , i relay myself again thinking one day i could be well but i m afraid so . I think nothing really matter  me now to keep ownself by myself to be stronger i really vow to be .. Anyways , i have long life i think cause when i nearly death i was saved like std 2 and std 5  . I trust this time also same but i have no confidence anymore ....god pls give me the stronger believe and confidence u have on everyone i beg u

ღ118 present or what

Today , i actually buying nurse watch cause that one come from mahsa one is very heavy to carry so replace it with new one . But i was attracted to the watch then my mum really buy for me but as birthday present or what i also don`t know . I wanna twilight book  in full set as present from my mum . Just now , drive my mum to bank then together go to eat and she drive back . But anyways , i also happy today.... Guess  what brand ar : Casio ...!! and it is pink in color ...so sweet and i loved it

ღ117 my weekend in penang

Woah...i kind of forget to blog this post but nvm i  didn`t follow according days ...Mon i got deepavali nite dinner with yokes but only left me alone who went to her invitation the rest kind of busy and jit jit forget to bring her hp out ... So left me but anyway i still happy cause she is my best childhood friend i known so long in times . Her mum keeping asking me to eat more and more , i just take a bit of the food cause i watching my weight like what my doctor asked me to do so .Then around 9 something , my parents called and i went down with her accompany and said to her Goodbye .... but keep in touch . Back at home so late and forget to blog until today ... i sudden remembered back .  Onward : tues , wed , thursday nothing special to write cause i always in my home keep watching night journey ..Right i remembered back : on tues , i drove car to eat mee goreng at Jalan Bangkok and my mum drove to hospital to check up but the doctor on leave she don`t know and we went back and on  wed , my mum and i went to Aquatic Cafe to eat but the fish and chips quite unfresh expect the french fries and the cooking got fired and made us need to bath again cause to the smelly oil ...

ღ116 what is life

Life is full of sorrow and hope depend on everyone light but if u find ur light must keep it beside u cause it will guide u in ur life pathway always if not u will keep staying in darkness never wake up anymore and must move on to find a suitable light . Sorrow probably is normal thing in everything within human life . Hope depend on faith if got light around u , just follow it . Help  will always there for u - this phrase i got from my best best guy friend i ever had , chris . Thanks i m ok with all the flavor and help around me . Try to being assertive person

ღ115 shake myself up

Now , my health keep shaking myself  . Just like today , i take 800 mg medicine . My hand still shaking meanwhile typing . As fact , i just must take only 400 mg a day today i take overdose but still pain and shaking .

ღ114 fallen angels

Girls and probably guy  are like a fallen angels when we face into a innocent situation or difficult situation which we become a victim or a winner most of it is love or relationship . Love perhaps first time like addiction but in times , love probably like  a game to get hurt or be hurt by the other partner . When we fall , we grow up instead of living in the pass which full with the memories which is sweet or bitter one . But we need to keep moving on for the others not that partner which hurt u or been hurt by u . Fallen angels for some is making mistake in the pass life or pass time with other partner . We need to move on from fallen angels to angels back again be urself in  everytime making a decision probably some in a rushy time or sweet time .  We are not alone in the world so making phrase for urself to move on with full confidence .

ღ113 just back

Just back from kl to my hometown penang , i miss my family and friend a lot . I got around until this sun 25 , i m going back kl for briefing then go to kuantan. Woah ! Yesterday is happy deepavali , i go to jit jit home for deepavali dinner before that i go to Tesco and Queensbay to walk walk with parents . Arrive at jit jit home around 7.30 pm , aly and angie ald arrived there . Last min , yokes should sms me instead of jit jit telling me that she cannot go cause she didn`t have transport then i can turn to her home to pick her up  .We had dinner ( yummy , the food is quite delicious espically the fried chicken ..) . After that ,we had our girl talk  and after that , we took pic with jit jit camera and some of our hp . Some of us drink beer include me , angie and jit jit perhaps a bit for aly . Then here come arwanie at jit jit home after that  we had our girl talk again . Then aly and angie back to their home and around 9.45 pm , my parents arrived then pick me and arwanie up and then drop arwanie at her home and back home .

ღ 112 today

Just today is the first day i wear my uniform in college and taking picture with friend and the classmate also in random picture and our formal picture . Take pic so vain or not, after that back to dorm and do laundry 

ღ 111 new url and twitter

My new url for my blog is request from my best girl friend ever had : http://muffintiffanychengshuee.blogspot.com/ AND a new twitter is created by me to update my thinking and share with  my friends.

ღ 110 she back

She back and she gain her freedom after losing that guy but she still has us beside her not matter how far we are or how far i am .Now i very worry with u , pls get over it and back to urself that emily i know for very long time who she is quite strong and kind of girl . Looking  back  urself now , did u feel that u have change ald ? I did . Today , morning wake up around 9.30 am then sleep back until 10 am wake up and bath . Then prepare myself after that go out with my angels include aly , angie and emily . I miss her and the others also . I go take bus to Perangin Mall * in the bus i think i m going to doom soon but i ask angie to meet at the komtar but she kind of lost her direction just now then walk to wait for aly then  together go gurney plaza . After we reach there , we go to A&W to eat our breakfast or lunch . Then we buy ticket for 4 adult for Sorority Row around 3.20 pm , then we walk around the floor level like Popular , S&J , Toy R Us and others meanwhile wait for emily arrival . We rush to the cinema buy popcorn and drinks then in the cinema hall . Inside  the cinema , the show kind of creepy sometime and most of time i close my eye after listen to one sound . We kind of afraid lol ~ but as for aly maybe a bit only . After that , we walk to Padini to look for shiny cute heels . We got one hour left at there after the show . Then we walk to Niichi and we kind of window shopper lol at there. We vain in the dressing room and we take picture in there : me and emily but i know got only one picture of 4 us vain in the Niichi . Then her mum call , i accompany her to the bus stop then i back to Niichi to wait for angie and aly . Then we go to Bread History to buy bakery , after that they back with aly dad car left me alone waiting for my parents around 7pm they arrive and take me to Perangin Mall to take picture in my uniform for the log book . Then we go to Red Garden Cafe to eat the Curry Fish Head where my parents love to go there . Like around 9.15 pm , we go back home . Just finish bath and now blogging about today memories .Going to upload our picture girlss...and my parents to ...!!

ღ 109 tears drop from

Tears drop from my eye when i recall the memories and i am not lonely  . Why girl most of time dropping tear ? Cause the time when they starting to trust something or someone enchanted their mind and soul in their mind : loyalty . Be glad girl , if we got each other no matter what the serious problem we going to face to face in our surrounding : a lot of support from the best girl we ever known . So start to move on if u not yet , if u started ald  keep up and girl , we will meet our Mr Right and sometime trusting the chinese zodiac and horoscope cause sometime maybe occured the same thing like written . But the most of time , be urself . Tears drop , we can wipe with tissue but wound in our heart we need time to slowly heal up . So use the time we had to heal up and move on .=3
Mily , we going to make our 1 st Twitter i m looking forward to it cause both of three of us got our own freedom back but in our heart still got the wound maybe a little heal up . I miss u girls.....Lucky me got the support from my best group girlfriend : NAIVE Princesses ( we going to start one blog about this ) . Touch our soul together with all feeling we ever had to someone . I hope this post can touch ur heart mily ...

ღ 108 exam end

Yeahhh !!Horray .... At last , mid term exam had ended . On Thursday , around 9.30 am until 10.30 am the communication & caunselling exam start and end . At least the question i can do cause i reading whole nite until 3 am only sleep . So sleepy in the exam hall but no allowed to sleep . After that , CI talking about the rules of clinical posting and the evening i go back penang . Then, i go take the shoes and wait for the van after that back to dorm to pack up my notebook and uniform back penang and i go bath . Meanwhile angie is talking with evelyn and make up at the same time . We take T634 to LRT Bangsar with some of my classmate and we buy ticket to Pasar Seni then we walk to Jalan Pudu . We sit 2.30 pm bus back to butterworth then take jetty to penang . My dad buy me the return ticket on this sun around 12 pm . On fri , i back penang but evening my mum take me to see doc in Loh Guan Lye one is Doc Goh and another one is Doc Chin . Walk here walk there then take lift back to car park . She go to the electric stores which nearby our home area cause her washing machince broken down .  Must buy new one lol... She ald reserve one around 14 kg and brand name is Toshiba as i know . Then we go to eat then back home . I whole day watch chinese tvb drama .

ღ 107 FON exam end

Today morning , Fundaments of nursing like u guy know that i just sleep until 7 am then bath then go to college . The question come out , Pn Habibah didn`t teach us at all need to use our own common sense . Haizz...!!Then go back dorm after at giant buying things , then i wake angie up . After that , i did my laundry and bath . I change to try my uniform to  fit me or not ! After that , we make up along with evelyn cause she wanna try to make the makeup deeper than usual . Capture her pic in hp .Then angie and me go to Pusat Bandar Utama , we take a bite at Subway sharing ~!! Then take rapid to lrt bangsar cost RM 1 . Then reach at there , directly buy ticket from the machine then take lrt to KL Sentral . At KL Sentral , we buy ticket to Subang Jaya to go to Sunway Pyramid . After that , we reach there and take mini bus cost us RM0.80 to Sunway Pyramid then we walk around to Popular then go to Canton-I to eat congee after that go to Elianto buy cosmetic and we walk to Niichi .. We try the clothes we like in the dressing room and we vain inside . Then we walk  around to find Digi Centre then ask us to go up then but notice that tomorrow only got reedem the ticket to All American Rejects Concerts . After that , we lost and i call kevin to help me out and he think i cry cause i m lost....!! After that there come the U62 rapid to Subang Jaya and we need to walk to KTM Subang Jaya . We directly buy ticket and walk across to the another station there . Waiting for ktm , we take pic there . Here coming the KTM , we sit just next to each other . After reach KL Sentral , we buy Rapid KL Lrt to Bangsar . At there , i understand why yesterday nite not have bus there . We waiting for bus but later we go in to 7 Eleven nearby and i go out meanwhile angie still inside . The bus come and i rush to call here . Back to Esso near Wisma Lensa then we walk back to dorm and lucky Abang Wan at there passing by and he take us to No.5 , Jalan Kasah Tepi and drop us off .. Thanks to him ..!! Angie reheat the food and we eat and go to take shower. Now  i m blogging plus my note just beside me ..:p!!Tomorrow i have Communication Exam include Caunselling and Professional Adjusement .

ღ 106 busy with exam

I been busy with my mid term exam revision and angie is here also showing her the college , dorm and the shopping mall around kl . I going to blog the date when i unable to update my blog at the same time stress with my studies . On tues , i got English test . finished around 11 am then waiting for the uniform and taking nursing things . After that , i and angie go out to lrt bangsar then take lrt to pasar seni then walk to puduraya to buy bus ticket back penang .After finish bought , walk to Jalan Alor nearby then visited angie auntie at there then go to Loong Kee at jalan alor to buy my parents favourite food  etc dried pork meat ( minced ) 1/2g cost me around 35.95 . Then back to Kl sentral with monorail and we did vain inside... she started it ...:P ! At KL Sentral , we took rapid kl lrt to bangsar . We waited for bus quite long then decided to take cab * stupid taxidriver for taking extra 5 ringgit * . Back dorm , bought burger then bath . I started to continue my studies for Fundaments Of Nursing until 1.49 am i went to sleep.
 

ღ 105 my soul

Mind , soul and emotion i think have been combine up cause my mind ask me to be more like that time which i let him go but starting to my emotion been so sad and joy when recall about him . That show i still loved him but i try myself to let him go. In my mind now , the phrase is if he belong to me , he will be with me . If he is not that guy , i just had to let it go away from my soul , mind and feeling . I know that i must be strong like just being myself . To my friend who also so down , think of one word : if  god let u two together , then u will be if not u will never open ur soul toward other partner not that guy u ever loved . Ugly truth being girl , it quite hard to control human emotion if we try to be . But at least try to understand that soulmate with all ur heart and feelings u will never betray . Until now , i trying to let go off him , i really did it but i still loved him . If time can return , will i try to be with him even i know he will leave me . The answer is yes  but try not to be soft hearted when with him cause to let time to decide for us the best way to go  ..... GO girl if u really love that guy but try to understand the mean of love : if u love that guy but u cannot have him try to wish him to get a better perfect soulmate that  show how respectfully u are to love .Try at least to ask him out or start relationship as friend then change to good friend then be GF / BF  but u must be honest to them if u really love them .......=3

ღ 104 mid term exam

Mid term exam i just had started today . Today exam is Antamony & Physiology and Sociology & Physcology  , just two hour plus plus . Last time i just sleep like 3 hours plus only. Then morning , start continue my reading lar . After that , go in the the hall . Now , the uniform completed and we was asked to wait for 2 hours there , evelyn and me walk go back to Medan Damansara about 20 minutes . Then we put our bag there then walk to Pusat Bandar Damansara . Then we go to college to take uniform but ask to come again tomorrow after that go to Ali Maju Cafe to eat then walk to Giant Hypermarket to buy ingredients to cook .

ღ 103 now

Yesterday nite , i was at angie auntie home for overnight with angie . Yesterday  three of us have conservation in room about our feeling or our matter to each other kind working for all of us . We chat until 1 am then we felt so tired . We closed our conservation and went to sleep . Today , i wake up around 10 am and i wake up angie around 11 am . Then her relative take us to eat claypot chicken rice at Jalan Ipoh . Later we going to Medan Damansara and angie going to sleep over at there . I plan to buy chicken to steam or cook . Now , i m chatting with mily , celine , ben and yee boon  .:P
Before that , we go to Pizza Hut to eat ...After that , at Giant buy chicken , sesame oil , eggs .hanger , AIA and the towel  . Back at dorm around 6.45 pm , then clean my thing in closet and doing laundry . After that , i go take bath then around 11 pm , go out with joel with angie in car . Reach dorm around 1 am . Now i m reading my A&P books...

ღ 102 did u

Did u think u are the only one was hurt and down now ? Did u forget we been in this situation when we truly deeply in love with our soulmate that we think is a steady relationship but did we break any promise in past past life time making us now more suffer because of our sin that time . When we deeply in love with our other partner , we just think what can we do to keep the relationship move in a smooth way ! But at least we trust them with whole feeling and heart until we are deeply in hurt when they breaking up with us . At least , we try to save the relationship but no use if they keep denying trusting us there is not anything more we can do to change their mind expect change our personality , mind and feeling but quite hard to change cause we in deeply love them . But we still have each other so keep move on all of us . We trust them and being honest to them when we have problem just to keep the distance nearest to our heart but why they didn`t get it and misunderstand our feeling just a puppy love to them but no a steady love relationship maybe due to our friendly personality and our facial . But if that guy or girl did  try to believe us , the relationship we had before is enough to think again and reconsider again if not , nothing able to open our heart again due to the broken promise .

ღ 101 the mean of trust

If there is no trust there seem to be lack of love between the couple 
If there is no love seem not more to be continue the relationship
If the both of us still loved each other , try to be more have confidence toward the certain people 
If no trust try at least once to trust them 
If u didn`t try at least once , u not the right guy due to misunderstand
If no trust still continue the girl or guy will suffer due to unsecure relationship
If u being urself for a certain reason try to understand at least a word meaning of love and trust
To be honest , i loved that guy even he let go of me 
I try to be more reasonable girl for being not hurt again
I try myself to understand myself again 
Why human lack of being honest and trust when in a relationship ...!!!
Certain rules for certain people 
Like love , try to be love and understand ur soulmate
Like friendship try to be more respect of a person privacy
Like family relationship , try to be more honest between u and ur relative

As for crush , try to be urself the most time cause the next will understand u

ღ 100 keep move on girl

To her , it is nevermind if u lose ur bf but u still got us beside u . As we need is moving on by ownself and we can depend on our friend around us but u and me now not that close cause i now at here u at there . But remember in our heart we are close . That conservation between us is really making me remember him and think of him but i really have try myself to forget him and move on but as u know and i know , we both still loved them . I will give u the best cure is this phrase : if he is ur Mr Right or Prefect , u ald destined to be with him not matter how long u two break up or don`t bother each other . Try to understand urself is better than understand other before having new relationship with new guy or the past relationship guy .Cause if we ownself don`t understand ownself what to do if they don`t understand u for a lame reason or very good reason they had . Keep holding urself on by the spirit i hope for u cause we was in this down situation , we understand ourself . Find out our problem and settle down before the new acceptance of relationship .Girl , u are very lucky to have us around u and i m lucky to have u and the angels around me.

ღ 99 what a tired day

Yesterday i was at angie auntie home for overnight then later in the evening her uncle take us to 1 utama and for there we wait for U82 bus to KL Sentral . The ticket of rapid bus after the one day ticket had cancelled cost RM 2.50 . We go to KL Monorail at Brickfield Road to Bukit Bintang cost us RM2.10 person . At there , we go to Little Taiwan to eat our lunch . Actually today is the mooncake festival event , at Sungai Wang got concert the artist like eric lim , by2 , jj lim and others but held around 8.30 pm. We go to the main entrance of Sungai Wang there is practice by the artist . Then we walk to Imbi where the KL Times Square is located . Then we walk around KL Times Square . Then we take Monorail back to KL Sentral cost us RM 1.60 person cause from Imbi go to KL Sentral . At the Monorail there , we wait U82 to the dorm i stayed at . I again clean my closet and settle everything . Then go to Bandar Sri Damansara cause there is not have bus stop there need to take cab cost us one person RM10.50. Now i m at Bandar Sri Damansara with angie in her auntie home again.Today i feel so tired of all walking lol .....!Today is the most tired day i ever had

ღ 98 to her

To my best friend mily , in here i will like to give u a spirit to move on without having him anymore . No matter what happened between love relationship or life , we will be there always for u no matter how far we are . Maybe i now at kl , i cannot give ur physical care or concern to u but in blog i can give ur mental concern or care . When i m down that time ( break up ) , u always be there for me not matter how busy u are . I m so glad having u being my best listener and friend . Even when u still under ur ex control , u also share ur time to me . I being so wonderful girl to be having u as guide angels .Without him , u still having us as ur closet friend toward ur heart and we concern and care about u . Chatting with u about that really make u girls think that how innocent we are or how stupid we are for trusting and getting laid off within their trust . Now we got our freedom back anyways we still have each other . I hope u reading this blog will make u really moving on and hope u will be happy ok boh !! Remember we being ur angels , we are ur light ok boh to lighter ur pathway and guide u in the right pathway . Trust me , u will find a better and Mr Prefect for u but remember we will never leave u ... . Love will fade but friendship and trust between friend will never fade away if u keep trusting us as ur angels or ur best best friend .

ღ 97 return in kl

I now back in kl where i study at MAHSA University College . Plus my roomate( evelyn )still in ipoh , angie follow me to kl to check out the campus and dorm . Around 3 pm , we reach kl around the puduraya station . Know what : angie auntie not free to pick us up and  we take cab to medan damansara then i put my beg and sudden inside got little ants in my closet damn i need to use time to clean and i just finish bath .  Like around 5 pm , we go to 1 utama where angie auntie can fetch us to her home for her overnight at her home . I now feel like struggle in my own world cause my chest pain but i ald took medicie just can take once time . * Sighh~~!!*

ღ 96 my last day in penang

My last day in penang is tonight . My parent take me to Gurney to buy my medical book then in popular , i wanna buy twilight set book and then after that we go to Tanjung Bungah to eat chinese home cooked food meanwhile sms with friends . After finish food then go back home and blog what happen on my last day in penang . Meanwhile i  watching alliens in the attic in my notebook .
* no picture is taken *

ღ 95 just come back

I just come back from hospital and gurney also . I got reasult that my heart is ok but my heart muscle not in well condition so i need medicine tablet from doc for until the day i back to penang .After that my mum and i go to eat our lunch cause i didn`t take breakfast yet . After , drop by to my old school where i been missing there got memories with my angels and my past memories . Then , we go to ptpl at bandar baru after that howard and i go to watch movie "where got ghost" that is hilarious show but why i am not laugh ! After that go to popular to check the medical book , i find them in there . In sudden , i meet with chantalle after that mum drop howard at his home then we head to our home . Quite funny conversation between me and mum :P ! I now under medication. As for the caring one , thanks for caring me !!

ღ 94 afraid lol

I now still in hospital and just now celine just visit me together we go to eat outside the hospital i stay yesterday nite . I so afraid with what the doctor said just now . He said i need to undergoes with scan at my heart , cause i suffered a lot from chest pain and sometime i feel wanna faint . His dialoysis is maybe the location of my heart not in the right position so that made i suffer a lot of that .! Now waiting for mum and the scan to begin. I so afraid lol !!

ღ 93 in hospital

Now , i m in hospital for check up . I afraid that i might be having health problem , i been a long time ald got this kind of problem . Plus i kind having my chest pain lol . I kind of boring lol ! Now, angie is here and going to go home soon . Thanks a lot to her for visting me . :P ! I just having taking urinary sample to lab , blood , x ray and ultra sound . And i take pain killer , now much better than just now .

ღ 92 steamboat day

Actually, today i think got reunion with my classmates turn out all of them not going and just last minute let me know . Nevermind already , just left angie ,celine and me go to town steamboat place which located nearby sentral college or bata shop there . I early reach there and waiting for celine and angie , celine reach then we pay and find a place to sit then angie only reach there .After that , i only know chin boong at there with her bf better not to be her spotlight , we choose another place to seat . Celine and me go to take food then angie only arrive after that we together take a  lot of ingredient to eat . We also take picture there . Then after finish , we go to Penang Times Square by walking  like just 15 minute . At times square , we go to Nice Day and then to the store at there. !! Now i so so full , i just finish taking my bath and blogging today events ! :P

ღ 91 family day

 I just back to Penang for two week holidays and going back to kl then got exam soon ! Today , my mum asked me to wear clothes i just brought for my 2 months temporary clothes due to my college for student nurses  uniform not yet complete , waiting for 1 month ald  ! Then i not like last time me didn`t use eyeliner for my eye now i use it to make my eye look bigger than the real one lar !Before that , i was vaining with my camera .. Just now only come back from Queensbay Malls , not i drive but my dad drive ...!! Reach there around 7-8 pm then go to Canton-I to eat after that go to Jusco for shopping window for them and also mine !After finish dinner , we go to Digi Shop there to settle thing but why i was teased by a  guy who my father call him naughty guy ..(.he just one year older than me and he keep tease me and my dad tease him mah he said i freak out when i saw him lar...but no lar..i feel so cold mah the real fact he really look cute ....but he very bad lol)    Meanwhile i sms with Kenneth and Howard at the same time ... !! I met with my tuition friend who so same face like Qing Ping ! After that , my mum buy crispy chicken from ShiLin Taiwanese Shop before leaving ! But something  i forget to do or buy at there ! Didn`t have much time to walk around ..plus my heels making my feet pain ...!!......!!

ღ 90 my way

My mum that nite very angry with me cause i sudden said wanna overnight at sarah home but i got my way to make her not too grounded me in my home plus she also know that i just back penang for 2 weeks only not what ! Hehe !! Then that evening she take me to eat char kueytew !  so yummy !

ღ 89 random thing and random us ><

Then after the overnight , during morning angie and me cook for sarah to eat first then we went to buy ingredient to cook for all of us . When we back to Sarah home , we cooked again like sausage , hash brown and french fries . I cooked the mix up of egg , cheese , sausage and some hash brown . We ate with great smile around us . Then Sarah got plan , we played water games and all of us : sarah wore swim suits , min wore green clothes and short pants , angie wore blue clothes and pants and me wore tube top and hawaii pants borrowed from sarah . We made random stuft among us like human chain washing hairs that was so amazing human chains.... We took a lot of random picture *hehe !! Then after that we took bath and clean our mess , we ordered pizza and we danced all along with the music . But some in video clip , but pls don`t see them  :)but truly deeply  random us !  Then around 9 pm , the pizza arrived then we took a bite .... :) i miss our random memories :P

ღ 88 girl wanna have fun

Girls , we love to play :P !! What to do ? We just wanna have fun ! Last tuesday , i went out with my guide angels etc aly , alexis and angie cause some of them busy with their work like that left 4 of us , we went to gurney plaza . I drove my mum car to gurney , my mum beside me and i reached there like 1 pm !  Then we went to A&W to eat our lunch for me is breakfast . Then we went to Watsons , then Cold Storage and Mc Donalds . We went to the seaside and take picture together and also at Ghotel . Sudden , sarah called me and angie asked us to go her home to reunion with all of them ....:) Then around 7 pm , reached sarah dad home . Like around 10.15 , i wanna go home but left motorcycle plus angie going to my place to overnight . My mum was busy around with my bro ! So i asked for Sarah dad permission to drive his car .They sat in the car, sometime quite noisy and i called them to shh...... I reached my home and take my clothes to sarah dad home for last minute overnight and my mum was in hot temper . i was scolded plus angie was given advice ... Then i drove back them and sudden wanna to cook the kitchen have nothing to cook , must drove again to 7 Eleven searching for eggs and things , then brought lok lok and MCD food during dawn .

ღ 87 party on

Yesterday i back to Penang for my holiday around 5.30 pm , know what yesterday i m freaking out due to the contractor and i miss the bus back penang at 9.30 am ! Then at the bus , i sms with howard and later  amelia sms me and asking me what time u reach and where am  i ! Around 6.30 pm , i reached my home  and i just took bath and went out . My mum not allowed me to drive down , she drove me down to vicky home then amelia home to pick them up ! We waited for celine then we went to eat at level 4 the newest restaurant there cause kim gary ald full !We actually going for red box but the red box room were full and our reservation is over   After that , we went to toilet then walk walk ! Then we went to G Hotel ! At there , we sat at G Lounge, we ordered one jug of beer and we shared .... :P  Party On !!  Then my mum fetch us up but raining heavily and i reached home around 1 am ! :P

ღ 86 laugh the whole conservation...><

I don`t know why yesterday from 9 pm or 10 pm laugh and smile until 1 am in the morning ! When chat with howard , our conservation quite funny =P ! And i plugged in my webcam to laptop , i seldom use my webcam ! Plus yesterday i lazy to connect to broadband but begged by celine to connect cause she cannot get clear line from the wifi near my dorm which my roomate and i used when we at home nothing to do unless online , sometime evelyn open her friendster and most of time she download movies from the internet , my laptop cannot support :( ! Then when i chat with celine , we acted cute face >o< !  He did saw everything i made in front of the webcam ! :P ! Then celine asked about why i laugh until my face red , i said funny conversation . I said he wanna be panda bear the 1st in Malaysia ! He said he don`t wanna and don`t know how to be one ! Both of us move here and there cause his neck start pain then my turn cause the position we laid are the same then my back start pain , his also !! We open our webcam from 10 pm until 1 am ! We chat until we both very tired ald ! I smile until my jaw pain and my facebecame red  :P !!Sleep until now only wake up cause i afraid cannot wake up ! My jaw now ok ald !! ^^

ღ 85 what a day

Really today we just got one class only FON ! But whole day of FON  is quiz .....Then last minute , Miss Puteri Intan got another 2 more classes to teach pshyiology ! Waiting for our notes from Ivy and Iman give me his own note and change hp num to keep contact ! And same go to Rafli ! But they got mine i didn`t have theirs ...!! =P ! Another one nite , i sleep at dorm the next morning i m going to Puduraya to take bus to back penang to see my guide angels and my family and friend ! :P !!

ღ 84 my decision

I have make a decision that i now don`t wanna have bf . Cause i wanna to concernate on my studies for this 3 year if i take degree i will wait until i work maybe that time i will find one more mature and protective and i also like him and he also like me . But the important thing , i lend my trust to that Mr Right ! I maybe soft minded in love and hehe (like what jon said : love is blind ) ! I now back in my normal condition without having a guy next to me ! :) freedom ... i still got my sweet guide angels.....!! Who said girls need guy ???

ღ 83 so down T-T

Today we so down cause there is change on our timetable among all the class cause early in the morning we had FOn just  one time and no class , some can back hometown or dorm ! There is change, we got Physiology ! Our letcurer very bad one why don`t wanna finish it whole chapter on last week and today ! Haizz.... !! :( ! So down ....* sob sob !! I ald packed up my thing and wait for the arriving of fri ! :) ! I can see my honey sis and my best friend i miss a lot !

ღ 82 funny ...><

Today so funny lol !Today ,  morning at  here ,it is  raining then reach college around 7.25 am then put bags . Then go to MCD find nichole and shu wen , they having their breakfast there :) ! Not enough sleep ,cause yesterday dawn my senior open her radio until this morning . I look like a panda bear soon ! Then morning , i reply back howard and celine ! During the first period of FON , i so sleepy listen to her lecture and really take a nap nearly to sleep my college friend accidentally rise her voice shock me up ! Then , i have congee for 4 days ald  due to take care of my weight and health ! .... Then i have A& P subject . After that , FON again. I received my matrix card and sms with howard ! So funny ! My college friend , farah and with Pn Habibah! ! Whole class laugh until cannot stand ! Then last wanna to go back dorm , know what farah did : she make up for the two guys ...and the guy ask whether nice boh ...?  so funny~~ !! ^o^ ! Laughing in my mind , cannot stand cause they look like gay .....

ღ 81 matrix card

I been here for one month plus plus going to be two month soon  =) ! We been waiting for our uniform , t-shirt of mahsa college and our matrix card ! Last week , we got our t-shirt of mahsa college and today matrix card arrive ....!! Yeepp !!
Here is my matrix card : )
I been whitening....=) ! 
Howard : urs more nicer lol :P

My Matrix Card For MAHSA

ღ 80 sorry

Sorry eeling ! Don`t angry lar.... I m so sorry ! I promise i won`t talk anything any more with who else about u ! Sorry ! U don`t forget me then this fri should i go fetch u or not ? I m so so sorry ! Pls forgive me lar..At here , i make promise never talk anything more or know anyone like him ok boh ??

ღ 79 anger

Today i quite angry and i  wanna to change the course what i now study at ! but the stupid ...how mean she is lar.....if i know how to do the temper measurement i not need to come here to study .... and pass the time can back dorm , she don`t wanna let us home  ! Even , she said she can back home at 5 pm .... u nevermind mah u are letcurer we are just normal students .....

ღ 78 i m girl...nu sheng lyrics

我是女生 我只是女生....


輕輕的留下一吻 是你對我的負責
你說我還只是女生 不懂愛的沉悶


輕輕擦去我的淚痕 是你成熟的象徵
你說你只會愛女人 還接著笑我笨


但是我心中的愛情 沒那麼多的難題
我只知道愛上了 那就是愛上了 沒有疑問


我是女生 只要愛一個人 就盡全力去爭
不管愛情有多殘忍 不管你笑我笨


我是女生 不管愛多殘忍 我一直都認真
不管是女生或女人 不管你笑我笨 我是女生...


Replay *


我是女生 只要愛一個人 就盡全力去爭
不管愛情有多殘忍 不管你笑我笨


我是女生 不管愛多殘忍 我一直都認真
不管是女生或女人 不管你笑我笨 我是女生...

Pinyin Nu Sheng
wo shi nü sheng wo zhi shi nu sheng *qing qing zai e tou shang yi wen shi ni dui wo de fu ze ni shuo wo hai zhi shi nü sheng bu dong ai de can ren qing qing ca qu wo de lei hen shi ni qian shou de xiang zheng ni shuo ni zhi hui ai nü ren hai jie zhe xiao wo ben dan shi wo xin zhong de ai qing mei na me duo de nan ti wo zhi zhi dao ai shang le na jiu shi ai shang le mei you yi wen **wo shi nü sheng zhi yao ai yi ge ren yong jin quan li qu zheng bu guan ai qing you duo can ren bu guan ni xiao wo ben wo shi nü sheng bu guan ai duo can ren wo bi shui dou ren zhen bu guan shi nü sheng huo nü ren bu guan ni xiao wo ben wo shi nü sheng		I am a girl, I am just simply a girl It is you that is responsible to lightly kiss (me) on the forehead You say that I am not a girl Not understanding love’s merciless Softly wipe away my tears It is you that is holding on to the struggle You say that you only love a woman Still laughing at my foolishness But the love in my heart does not have that much problem I only know about falling in love and that is falling in love No question about it I am a girl as long as I love someone Using my whole strength to fight No matter how much you laugh at my foolishness I am a girl No matter how merciless love is I am serious like anyone else It doesn’t matter if I am a girl or a woman It doesn’t matter if you laugh at my foolishness I am a girl

ღ 77 normal again

Like today i can be like my normal time again without being couple with him. Like now i m chatting with mily and kyle ! Just now i chat with my cousin koko gf , she so sweet but quite boring cause she now having final exam for 3 weeks at tarc college ...I hope she pass with flying colors ...! :) Now i m changing my personality cause i don`t wanna be hurt again so i will be more assertive people . I now know how to settle the problem i had before . I must think out of the box like i didn`t did it before . Now i m going to grow up !

tiffany says:
 i now realized that i don`t wanna be with him ald
 cause why i wanna to be so silly
 he maybe ok without me
 in his mind maybe got another ppl
 why i wanna be stubborn
Emily says:
 yes yes
 sighs
 u got to think like that
tiffany says:
 yup
 without him , a world got a lot of guys also
 right boh
Emily says:
 YES
 URE SO RIGHT
 HEHEHE
tiffany says:
 just now i and adrian got chat
Emily says:
 TOLD U THAT  D EARLEIER
 then?
tiffany says:
 like normal friend lol
 unbelieve i didn`t feel sad
 like i think

Emily says:
 why suddenly can feel like that?
tiffany says:
 then i ask him got read my blog boh
 maybe effect from dexter , u , vicky , jon and others
Emily says:
 awww
 hehe\
 then he got read?
tiffany says:
 yup
 i ask him got angry about what i write
 he didn`t
Emily says:
 hmm
 u talk to him first?
or he talk to you?
tiffany says:
 he talk to me
Emily says:
 oh isee
 =]
  i think he still cant resist u
tiffany says:
 what mean with resist
Emily says:
 cant let go u
 cant tahan you but to talk to u
tiffany says:
 oo..
 that time i didn`t think out of the box
 i might can endure the feeling not to chat with him
Emily says:
 hmmm
 thats really good
 =]
 this is you girl
 =]
tiffany says:
 like me last time right boh
Emily says:
 yes 
 hugs
tiffany says:
 hugs
 i understand how i feel to him
 but i also feel bad
 why he and i start the relationship
 ...
 i m back to my normal
Emily says:
 Hmm is like that one la...u all on is all about love ma
 sighs
 good to hear that
..........................................
I miss u ! Sha lala Lala ...... i  miss u , i miss u so much girls  !! =) i m back to my normal actual personality and attitude ald .! 
I won`t be emo thinking about anything else ...... just back to myself ....... =) !! :P ! 
Thanks emily , dexter , melvin teoh , jonathan , vicky , aly , alexis , my college friend and others :)
Love You Guys !!

ღ 76 early

Today got class for replacement of two week credit hours cause no enough of credit hours . Today start at 8.30 am and go there by 7.30 am cause maybe not place to sit cause my class which full of 100 person include me :) ! Then put bag there and i go to bank to withdraw money not enough for next weeks . And  then we got communication lesson whole day but mr bart quite funny lol . We got role play ....haha * wife , student , nurse and patient ! Then we have quiz and assignment which i finished ald and passed to mr bart . Around 10 am , we got go out to eat at Ali Maju . At that time i quite become a stalker about ching shui and mr lee relationship haha not lar  * take their pic ** ! Then finish assignment , we can go home ald like 12 pm . Today is very early and actually we got another class SDL - we said was sudah dah lari... really we all back to our dorm ....

ღ 75 快乐 happiness

I just have say that i now quite happy and sweet also . I m going back to penang soon. Today whole day is practical of Fundaments Of Nursing at simulation room at level 6 . And we got take picture in group with help of Bibi and next one with help of Hui Min . With a lot of practice , we can be more sucessful nurse . Take a look of this..Before that , morning me and nichole take pic together while we wearing baju . kurung...I now quite happy ....快乐

ღ 74 分手快乐 Fen Shou Kua Lei lyrics...

歌词：
我无法帮你预言委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍朋友爱得那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错至少有喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走吹吹冷风会清醒得多
你说你不怕分手只有一点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了剩自己一个
其实爱对了人情人节每天都过
分手快乐祝你快乐你可以找到更好的
不想过冬厌倦沉重就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐请你快乐挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱像坐慢车看透撤了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收你发誓你会活的有笑容
你自信时候真的美多了
Fen Shou Kuai Lei !!

ღ 73 愛不疚 Love Not Enough

When i hear this song愛不疚  , i will cry cause he promise he never let go off me when on chirstmas that time , i make promise won`t ...愛不疚  really hurt me . am i really not have enough love to him.愛不疚 , i will take challenge to never cry .快乐 like my friend ask me to sing just now evening .But now i think ald , i make decision to let go ....分手 ald mah !! why i wanna be stubborn

ღ 72 insecure

Why u feel insecure with me ? Cause my look ! My look is what my parent give me to live . U think i might been have another bf , u are wrong , I really love u only u can hurt me and i cry for u more than another cause i really fall for u . U feel insecure why don`t u tell me i will understand and together solve the problem . I go to kl : 1 to study and 2 : to close with u cause ipoh and kl quite close easy for me to go there to visit u . U don`t understand me and it really hurt me a lot . My look just apperance only , my heart is ald belong to u but u make me feel dissapointed cause u didn`t trust me . When i with a guy , i wanna a steady relationship not matter how that guy looks , that guy will be prefect for me enough ald . Admire a person is not same like love a ppl . So think before u make decision. u are dumb , most of time i think urself first than myself . Here i claim that i go to kl to study not to have relationship plus here only the guy is malay or one chinese so what ? u also not pure chinese , i like u the way u are . u hurt me a lot . dunno believe me ask mily or vicky... don`t judge me i hate people wrong judgement the most if u really understand 

ღ 71 cannot stand anymore

I cannot stand anymoreof the pain... I really so painful now.. I guess i need a break to rest . My chest always like that so today morning i just took congee at Mama Kitchen , know what us do boh ? we maybe be stalker ald ... cause we took a quite cute and hansem guy when he sat in front of us ... i didn`t managed to take cause hui min  took my hp and check got her pic boh >< then the guy noticed that we stalk him....i need body check up so pain.. but doctor said i m fine . but i sometime feel so pain until i wanna cry . :'(

ღ 70 what a vain day

Yesterday i got extra class for the malay holiday off 2 weeks so i can back penang , need to sacrifie !The whole day , we have our practical at simulation lab .  On fri nite , i suddenly found out that Sarah coming to kl so she drop by where i stay to meet up ! After the class finish , i back to hostel and i change and take shower and sarah reached cheras , she called me when i taking a nap but i woke up cause the vibration of my hp . Then i went to the Victorian Station at Medan Damansara there to wait for Sarah and sarah arrived with her cousin and her bro too. So her cousin dropped us at Mid Valley , first we went to Food Junction and we had spaghetti and lemon tea , then we went to Pets Wonderlands and we saw a lot of tame and cute pets like hamster i love :) ! Then we went for window shopping at Niichi and Padini but sadly i lost of choosing and i plan to buy when i am at penang . After that , we received phone call from sarah bro and asking us to go to Bandar Tasik Selatan and we went there by taking KTM . At there , we waited for half and hour for sarah cousin to pick us up and then we asked to return back to Mid Valley ! We both were so tired and our feets hurt :( ! When we reached Mid Valley , we asked to go to Southern Court and we went to East court , then we returned to Southern Court after i went to Sarah home at Cheras after calling Evelyn to let her know that i m overnight at sarah home . Then when we reached there , after bathing , sarah started to blog her blog with titile : a weird day ! :) i miss her so much and i miss my NP so much and i spending my 2 weeks with them :)

ღ 69 my hope

My hope now is finish study nursing until degree level and go to work in hospital for 2 or 3 years experience then go to Arab to work at there as nurse . After that , i wanna go to Greece  . I love it  ... this is my own dream and ambition . I m going to do it to be a professional nurse .  My dream to visit Greece