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The truth when i and adrian mark still together i don`t understand him , why sometime he can be so hot temper to me and sometime be very warm with me . Maybe cause i think it is ok if i let him to be like that . I really cannot stand his temper but because of love him , i just stand . I guess i m wrong and a fool to fall so deeply in love with him . As i think he is a steady bf that will never hurt me compare to the damages make by my ex all . I really heartbroken when he suggest to break up by himself without knowing my feeling how self-centered the guy . I now i guess i will stay lower or i wait for another god will , that guy is my steady and my entire , i only give all my love to him . I don`t wanna to be heartbroken again . I cannot stand the feeling anymore ..I feel like i wanna to cry when i listen to that song sang by raymond lam , that he promised me that he never let go off me . He broken the promise that hurt me deeply like a sword in my heart stuck in the middle . Sometimes , i feel that he is warm and cold to me . What to do : I really love him deeply more than my another ex . What to do : if he is not the Mr.Right , i must let go also . I don`t wanna to cry again anymore for the steady guy i think . Loving a guy so deeply hurt the most T-T !