ღ 48 cry myself to sleep

Yesterday night , he suddenly ask for being normal friend back . I just unable to make that cause i really love him so much. His reason is he going to take stpm next year and he didn`t have time to sms me , i nevermind with that cause his education come first , he might be going to overseas to study . If u really care or love someone , not matter how far a person is u will always right beside with him or her like what pheng siew can do for his gf , i just trust that love cannot be forget . I quite confused at the dawn , i agree with him . I was heart broken and i cry myself to sleep whole night like 12 pm until 4 . 20 am . I could not able to make myself stop feeling sad and cry . I know if he really love me , i will wait for him not matter how far is he and i will always love him . I cannot control my feeling so i call to my ex for calming me down but it didn`t work at all . If u ( him) are reading this , i really love u and ready to wait for u . I also need a lot of years to be a professional nurse . I feel so sad and keep crying like i unable to let him go . Now got communication like msn messenger can connect whole world together , we still can continue our relationship not matter how far we are . T-T